That’s totally fine - all of us are different. I assume you’ve been participating or reviewing this thread also: https://forum.inaturalist.org/t/is-the-inat-directorship-taking-inat-in-the-right-direction-and-paying-enough-attention-to-the-user-base/74434
I only respond bc by the time something is broken in a nonprofit, it can be really hard to course-correct. I say this as someone who has served on a board and has witnessed orgs literally fold overnight due to internal problems (usually financial errors that were not caught). By then, there is both an internal rebuilding that has to occur, AND an external trust rebuilding that can take a long time.