I just need to say that directly feeding your body to predators is a very bad idea! We do NOT want predators to associate human smells and human remains with food. Predators are unfairly hated enough as is. If they start digging up people’s loved ones from cemeteries or, even worse, attacking live humans, then the already low level of support they receive will plummet even further. There are other ways to return to nature in death without causing problems.
My own mother’s plan, and mine, is to be cremated and have our ashes mixed in with trees, probably with some little memorial marker to go along with them. Trees grow and feed small animals which then feed wolves (and other things!), so same effect in a manner much less likely to cause problems.
I am sorry for your loss. I wish you well in making peace with it.